As I watch a screen
You are outside roaming
As I sit in my shower
You walk the streets, drifting
As I jump to conclusions
You walk without conscience
As I stare in the mirror
You order another
As I put on more makeup
You pay the bill for both
As I lie hungover
You’re sober
As I sit waiting in the doctors
You message to say we’re over
As I pay for my pills
You message emojis
You’re light and fluffy
I’m ill and stuffy
As I touch myself I,
Think of you touching her